A JOURNEY

I begin a journey today, perhaps in deeply unsettled weather. A journey north, carrying a large doll house to a child, which is the main mission, and in hopes also of seeing my brother Ronald alive, for he is dying in a place far from where I will deliver the child’s small-world, happy gift.

Dear God, protect me and my companion on my journey. See to it that my small dog does not miss me too much. Help me to arrive safely and for the miles ahead not to be over stressful. And where my brother Ronald, who has suffered so much on his recent journey, give him comfort. Your will be done in all things.

Amen.

THE FLY

Whether male or female is unknown. I’ll speculate that it was a male. It was flitting about in that elusive way flies have when they get indoors. I chased it into the bathroom, shut the door and thought that would increase my odds of bringing him down.

But it’s astonishing how flies can hide themselves in small, brightly-lighted spaces.

Then, suddenly, I spotted him atop the edge of the mirror over the sink. I had a folded up magazine (I need to buy a fly-swatter) and knew I just could not get an angle on him. He was standing right on the edge of the bracketed mirror. And I had no bug spray.

So, I took out my my blue ceder and cypress eau de toilette. I aimed, sprayed — and Monsieur Fly quickly flew off and out of sight somewhere into the lavatory stratosphere. He did not drop dead into the sink which might have been my wish.

I actually hope he survives, and, upon safe arrival back among his peers, introduces into the airborne masses of Musca domestica of the order of Diptera, being the ordinary housefly, the transforming redolence of the finest Parisian perfumeries.

Never again will any member of that tribe want to land on a stinking pile of dog dung, which habit gives them their well-deserved reputation as disgusting pests. And each and everyone one of them will doubtless be a big hit with the opposite sex.

This amounts to my humane and sweet-smelling effort to improve the world order at its lowest level.

NATURE, KNOX AND RISING HEAT ANNOUNCE SEMIQUINCENTENNIAL OBSERVANCES AT THE LAST MILE

Few indeed. Meager light. The Last Mile faces west to the front. July 2nd, 10:21 a.m., not a single patron yet. The Mile opens at 9:00 for those souls who need companionship, hopefully not a drink. Thursday regulars were certain to show up by lunch time. The Mile’s owner Joe Barron had driven over from his summer home in Swampscott. He, bartender Deano and I ( who had some sense that I needed to stop by the way one might stop by a church) sat at a table by the juke box, listening to the rattle of the still defective right wall air conditioner, while we were being cooled only by the single left wall unit beside the bar.

I can’t tell you much about what we said to that point, having sat about an hour — except that Joe talked with Deano, who had a pad in front of him and a pencil in hand — about supplies for the little July 4th gathering among the gravel, weeds and scrawny oak trees along the back fence in the small back lot.

It has been very hot in Massachusetts, hot across the country and the planet. Joe and Deano decided to go out and look at the back lot, see what needed to be cleaned up out there. I felt privileged to join them. I was going to leave — what am I but just an occasional patron? But both Joe and Deano said, “you come, too, Greg.” I felt like the guy must have felt when the poet Robert Frost said (basically to all of us in that one poem), “you come, too,”as they went out to the meadow.

The inadequacy of the back lot for such a celebration immediately struck Joe. He said, “I want to invite everybody over to my yard in Swampscott, have a catered gathering for the regulars,” Joe said.

But Deano said, “that’d be fine if that’s what you want, Joe. But tradition says we have a little time out back here.”

I agreed. There had been a Fourth of July gathering for every year I could recall outback of The Last Mile.

Then came an intervention.

The artist Knox, (though we hadn’t noticed him working quietly on a canvass on his back veranda), sealed the deal when he surprised us by shouting down, “I’m looking forward to weekend festivities in our domain of sumac and oak.”

No. the three of us hadn’t notice Knox up above us– and I hadn’t ever noticed the sumac growing up in the south corner of the 50×50 lot. Red and obcure. I should have known sumac springs up everywhere, always in the city, as if its most unreconized and uncelebrated tree.

Then came a sound.

“Ah, listen to that chorus,” Knox said.

He was referring to the cicadas, their pulsating high-pitched buzz commencing suddenly from the few meager neighborhoods trees in that very crowded purlieu of gravel, weeds, cracked macadam and rows of old, crammed-together city houses. This, even though we were far from the verdant country. And it has always seemed to me that choruses of cicadas are like sirens announcing the rising of the heat. And the heat was rising. We knew it would be mounting through the day.

And Knox stood hanging over his veranda railing, staring off like Balboa.

And so — there would be a back lot gathering behind The Last Mile for America’s bigger than usual birthday.

I’ll be there.